ext_26969 ([identity profile] tl--dr.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] crepusculo 2009-09-27 05:13 am (UTC)

i want to see your poem too // POOR GUTS I STILL THINK THIS OTP IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN HIS HAPPINESS

They said I was born cursed.
That a black pall hangs over me, and I bring ill omen to the world.
Ill omen to myself.
I watched my mother die
I watched my father die (because I killed him)
I watched a little boy die (because I killed him)
I watched a lot of comrades die
I watched my best friend barely survive a year-long torture and maiming session, lose all his dreams, and try to commit suicide (because I left him)
I watched every one of my comrades die
I watched my arm die
I watched my eye die
I watched my lover get gratuitously raped for my benefit
I watched everyone and everything around me fall to pieces.

They say I was born cursed.

They say I was born cursed,
But it wasn't till yesterday
When I watched my girlfriend -
herself once more, restored, glorious, mind piercing brilliant whole renewed, fierce warrior back on the battlefied -
kiss a pyro
that I

believed them.

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